felicette:

if everything happens for a reason, why do I have trich ?

my mom constantly talks about how shes old and fat and ugly and she always compares herself to other girls that are younger than her and it drives me crazy.

its so pathetic. and annoying!!

and it makes me feel like no one’s going to want me when im fifty because i’ll be wrinkly and old and ugly .

it’s hard to be confident when i have such a bad role model.

i guess it’s just that i always feel you’re going to find some one better than me.

some one prettier, funnier, hotter, smarter, skinnier, than me.

some one who makes you feel happier than i ever will.

you said i’m the only girl you would date..

but why can’t i believe that.

i trust NO ONE .

not even my “best friend”..